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oh my how i missed jumpin jaks *rolls eyes*
im not sure im taking to well to having parents again, it kinda sucks having to be considerate of other people i live with!
although it is obviously lovely to be home i fear i will be very bored at times, there is no seaside i can go and walk along when im bored or other peoples rooms to go sit in or contents of other peoples cupboards to glue to their walls.
however, i have my lupoooo woohooo!!! oh i missed him!
anyway i remember why i never use lj cos i never know what to write but please text me or ring me cos i miss everyone loads!
love love xxxx

im 18 :D

thank you for helping me celebrate!

im in love with being in town and dancing and drinking and forgetting about everything :D

those of you who couldnt come out its a shame cos we had fuuun but plenty more chances :]

didnt even get id'd :D

my feet kill though!

i've come to realise that i have issues with attachment.
well, this is mine and alex's theory anyway.
i clearly cannot deal with it so subconsciously i make myself push people away if i get to close to them. like a self defence mechanism. so people dont get to know what im really like.

i dont like it. and im sorry for people that ive pushed away. but i cant help it and i wish with all my heart i didnt do it.

how come stuff always comes right when you know it cant last long?
i have everything ive ever wanted and im genuinely happy for the first time in ages and then stupid ucas comes along reminding me i have to move across the country in a few months and leave it all behind.
im seriously regretting not applying for a uni closer to home. i dont wanna go, i dont wanna leave you but theres nothing i can do about it.

so it started as an attempt to take denni to hobby craft
but i got to hers five minutes before it closed!
but we made a bid for freedom and legged it to my car
then we went on a visit to canada common
which included like aaaages stuck behind two tractors doing 20mph!
but we got there
sat in the car
then a scary man (with what we thought was crazy yetti hair but was actually a furry hood) came so we ran away!
then we decided to stop for a drink
and i needed to fill up
so we got in the petrol station n pulled up to a pump
but i was on the wrong side
so i drove out and came back in
but on the wrong side again
so we got embaressed and decided to go to a different station
we got there
and pulled in on the right side this time
but then i couldnt get the cap off my car
but i was turning it the wrong way
so i filled it up
but i went 4p over
and then we payed in loads of change
and got red bull
then i nearly killed us cos denni forgot to tell me about the ridiculously sharp corner!
and then we saw these really cool fireworks that like span everywhere
and then there were fireworks like going on the road which was scary
then we got back to denni's
and then i drove home
and now im here
and now ive just managed to bore you all with this fun story!
ace
thats what i call a good night!
haha

oh and i forgot to mention the awesome mix cd
it had everything! spice girls and all!

it was well fun!
so exeter uni is like center parks!
its pretty fucking cool but i didnt get to talk to anyone about my course
Plymouth is also pretty fucking cool
but completely different from exeter
going out in to town with nathan was so much fun
even though a lot of his friends are gone home for half term
i was so worried i was gonna get id'd and i would be a pain in the arse
but i didnt even get asked once!
the only thing i was asked was to take my hat off!
which was devastating cos my hair was shit!
plymouth open day was good
my course sounds so good!
im really excited and i wanna go already!
oooh and i got new clothes!
and a funny orange n black fake hair clip thing for halloween!

EW my ear hurts
:[

love love
xxx

so started out with a little run in with the police, as every good day should
(oli, marsh and henry had got drunk the night before and taken the covers off some drains and a couple of cars got damaged)
got to thorpe park
was fun
x no way out was shit (quinn you lied when you said it was legendary)
nemesis was good
the one with all the upsidedowniness was good
the helicopter one was fun, but i thought i was gonna fall out my chair
stealth was scaaarrry and i didnt open my eyes
and my picture was hilarious!
um
the rapids was shit but we did gansta poses for our photo
the log flume was a bit crap
our boat had a hole in and got a little flood and my bag got soaked
my phone is broked :[
but i found a really old nokia one so its all good!
my phone bill was like £60 again so im in trouble!
nathan is home yay
but he's at a party
im home alone atm but shortly he will be arriving home with a party load of people
im scared
and the guinea pigs are in my room now
and they are going mweep mweep mweep
and tearing their house apart
they are so rebelious!
and horsedog is sat outside waiting to say hello to them but im not letting her in!
OMGLONNGUPDATE!
im going now
bye bye
xxx

TODAY WAS AMAZING, i went to town with denni, was amazing, havent seen her in aaaages!
we met up with james
:)
hes da bomb
and hes cool and his hair isnt ginger :@
errmmm
and we watched neighbors and the lady almost died
and james smelt my pillow and hid in my bed :P
and wore my underwear on his head
whilst me and denni were being boring cos were gay together.
we went downstairs and stuck inb a pizza
and some weird girl said hi on a horse
and the pizza was dead cos i forgot a baking tray
we watched that film... anchorman
it was funny
:)
we cooked a cake
we watched more anchorman
and fed horses
and ate cake
and james ran around with the horse and it was good and the horse who i dont remembers name loved it
:)
now me and james are on the pc
looking at porno
and enjoying it.
and denni blocked james for being gross.

err, not much else.

Rosiexxx(actually it was james :P)